Flip-flopping letters and words form sentences that make sense of something that was never really there. Expressing the sesquipedalian burrows of my mind makes for an interesting passing of time, which you will find here. To be clear, this is just a play, a game, a making fun of life when life gets all too monotonous. Do not take this seriously, it is seriously semi-serious in nature. What can be found through the ceaseless typing of one's thoughts onto a page? Let's find out...
write down my dreams.Most of the dreams
seem very personal and important for my own personal growth.However, every now and then there comes a
dream that I feel I need to share.I had
a dream last night that I was sitting in the pews of my old church, listening
to a church service.Each time I tried
to look at the pastor, he would shift in appearance, making it impossible to
grasp what he specifically looked like.He was giving a lecture that sounded almost “New Age”, which was making
many of the conservative church members become very uneasy.
he was talking about the universe and how all if it works to send humanity
messages at appropriate times throughout history.There was going to be an upcoming message, as
indicated by the aligning of a bunch of major star systems that went way out
into the depths of the universe.As he
was talking about this, he explained us by showing a holographic display of the
cosmos.All around us floated minor and
major star systems in a vast depth of space.Zooming out, we saw earth and then the aligning of many different stars,
at least seven, that pointed in a direct course to our planet.The furthest star out was a major star in the
Capricorn system.When this star came
into final alignment, a great realization would become apparent to all of
this lecture on the cosmos, many of the conservative church members gasped and
shut down their minds at such information.However, the pastor went on to a second part of the sermon.He spoke about the realization that would
befall mankind, which was that we are God.At this, many of the church members started shifting in their seats,
becoming very uncomfortable.The pastor
continued, saying that this realization will mean nothing if we can’t embody
the life of Christ.For, there is no
point in knowing that you are God unless you intend on saving the world like
Jesus did.For a great many people, this
realization will be more of a burden than a blessing, empowering them with a
false ego rather than a spiritual understanding of their connection to all and
the divine.He concluded that unless we
act like Jesus, trying to save the world, we may as well keep our current
thoughts of identity, that we are merely human.For there is no point in being God if you aren’t going to try to save
the world.If you can’t handle this
concept, understanding and responsibility, then keep the image of human and continue
to be part of the failing world that we have created for ourselves.
this being said, the sermon was over.The next thing I knew, I was at a family party and he was in the
bathroom.I spoke to him from the room
outside, again never seeing him and only hearing him.He told me that I could ask him any question
I wanted, so long as it was a question and not a comment or opinion about
something.There was nothing he can do
with preconceived notions about topics or ideas.Rather, he was strictly there to answer
questions of sincere curiosity.The
moment I asked a question with a bias or preconceived notion of response, was
the moment that I would stop learning the truth.Then, the dream was over.
analyzing this dream, I found two things curious.First, I imagine that the pastor was a form
of my subconscious, since I was never actually able to see him and was only
able to hear him.Second, after
searching up information about Capricorn, it is interesting that it resides
from the dates of December 22, to January 19, the time period strongly related
to the birth of Christ.
I find the following information about Capricorn very fascinating and relatable
to my dream: Many astrologers consider Capricorn to be the most enigmatic and
mysterious sign of the zodiac. All of the cardinal signs indicate seats of
power and in a creature with the forelimbs of a goat attached to the tail of a
fish, the abyss of the ocean is combined with mountainous terrain. This
represents a 'cross of matter' between the psyche and its manifestation in the
material, drawing the soul out of its collective stupor to confront the
challenges of reality and individualism. The ocean, besides symbolizing
primordial roots, relates to instinctive wisdom, secrets, and knowledge that
lies buried within the depths of consciousness. Capricorn, bearing only the
tail of an aquatic creature, keeps a head that is free from impressionable
thought - at a rational level Capricorns are affected only by what they can
define through logic and reasoned assessment, but unconsciously, spiritually
and emotionally they draw from the deep.
Bob Marley’s “One Love” was on repeat in my mind when I awoke, specifically
get together to fight this Holy Armagiddyon
So when the Man comes there will be no, no doom.
Have pity on those whose chances grows t'inner;
There ain't no hiding place from the Father of Creation.
believe that it is time we collectively act more like Christ, start to love each other as
God would, and save this world from human destruction.